Well, that explains most of it. In 5 days I am moving from Michigan to Oregon with one of my best friends. Why? Why not?
I didn't do well in college and I had some money saved up so I decided to move across the country just to experience something new.
I was gonna write a huge, long, diary style post about my feelings, but it just feels unnecessary. I've lived in Michigan for my entire life and for years I've been thinking about moving away (even though I really love where I live). I just want to experience something diferent and live far away from my parents (even though I really love them). As you might guess, I'm pretty darn excited. I'm a little stressed and a little scared, but at the end of the day if I let my fear dictate what I do I'll never accomplish anything.
For a lot of my life I've allowed fear to control a lot of what I do, cleverly coming up with other excuses. This is hopefully the begining of me putting myself out there and allowing myself to do whatever I want to do.